Hey Dolls.. thanks for all the sweet comments..
Glad y'all had find me.. first I thought nobody came but then I realised I just had to moderate the comments.. lol silly me.
Some of you might already know that I'm not feeling good lately.. I have a lot of worries on my mind and I am soo done with the company where I work.. I have an idea for new work but I first have to check out a few things.. I'll keep u guys updated.

Does anyone know how to make this private?
So I can give u dolls passwords and such..??

I SO need to go clubbin again.. and go to a reggae/dancehall party..
(I'd prefer to go to Jamaica but since I don't have the money and time.. I'll stick to the parties for now..lol)
I used to go to these parties every week..sometimes even twice a week (yeah summerholiday was GREAT..can't wait for summer2009) These parties aren't only big parties.. but more small communities in Amsterdam.. The crowd that comes there is really into this culture (You know there are people that say they like reggae/dancehall..but they only know Sean Paul cos he comes on MTV and/or even worse..think it's reggaeton WHICH I HATE!! lol)

What I like about these parties:
The Realness of people
The Goodenergyvibe that seriously floats from person to person
The Music that let us like get spiritually in a way and let us release certain feelings..
this can be good feelings, but also stress, anger and worries.. every sort of feelings and emotions I can release by dance, smoke and feeeel Jamaican music and vibes.

When I feel all this .. I'm in the zone and when I'm in the zone u can catch me dancin/wining and smoking with my eyes closed! aww man.. yesterday I called an old friend of mine..he's a Rastafari and I used to go to these parties with him a lot.. we promised that we will go clubbin again soon.. can't wait.. it's one of my 2 Stressreleasetherapies (the other one is sex :P )


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Labels: Dancehall, Feelings, Jamaica, Reggae, Spiritual